you seem to trigger the fall.

pull the plug on my life support.

you're all the same type of note.
just so hard to sing.
like G#'s and F#'s.
when you sing a natural before them.

theres no one for me.
but someone for you.
we're all desperate.
but camofluge paint has its uses.

do you realise?
ezrat. like a cheaper substitute.
letgome.

hope.
cynical

im still missing you.
im still an idiot.
im still heartbroken.

dontwantoplay.
so how to say no?
im sorry.

good advice should be taken.
see the focus on should.
its always ignored.
i told you so.
in your face.
so there.
enjoy.

like the posters say,
life is hopeless.

25daysandcounting.
did you ever understand?
or even attempt to?
u-turn,
panic!
bang.
and thats your story.


because you are my new hero!
may you continue to be my inspiration!
teehee!
ROCK ON!

gosh.

i miss you so much.
yet.
i hate what you did.
still.

ive stopped giving excuses.
now's your turn.

confused?

Life is like a banana split,
Sometimes there's chocolate,
Sometimes there's strawberry,
But what we all really want is the moschino.

Love is like a broken vcr player,
Sometimes there's music,
Sometimes there's pictures,
But what we all really want is the subtitles.

8.31.2005
3.12.2006


-
*crack
and you hear my heart breaking
the cliche expression
such a paradox.
hear the sounds of midnight
the fire burning
extingishing
the dying of dawn.
i blame you
push the fault over
it flows out and drips
the intense pain.

why?

11.23.2005


sing me, 'i love you'.

you have until friday.
i durnoe.
you tell me.
HAHA.

sad cases.
spoiling my day.
and wrecking havoc on my sleeping pattens.
^.^

how f a k e.

heh.
what a joke.

IG08.

sugar we're going down swinging.

no.
im falling.
and im taking you with me.

-
huh.
whats with you?
phantasmagoria.
perhaps its just me.

-sandra+