i put my money down.
hold me up at gunpoint.
lets take the train.
for dinner at the other side.

if you missed me
as much as i did
leave me a note
and rake the leaves.

its more productive
listening
rather, holding your hand
contemplate.

revive
analyse.
can someone?
analyse. analyse.

please. be colour blind.
of i know of someone who is.
and now im reminded again.
stab me inbetween my toes.


stop bleeding toe.
the drip drop stop
and i cant stop
the self inflicted.

two one, one oh.
fourninetwothree.
maybe i'll be lucky
this time around.

analyse.

dont appear weak.
hold it up.
and cry on the inside.
give a fake smile.

more to say
more to run
more to cry
no more no more.

hold up the mask.
the show's about to start.
you're the star performer.
everything must be perfect.

rose tinted glasses
a shaded spot under the tree
you're picture perfect.
im blinded.

thanks for the cold shower.


you're everywhere
im nowhere.

LAYING OFF THE DRUGS.
see you next month.

-sandra+